alright gonna get this off my chest real fast, ive been slacking a LOT posting music. at first i was trying to release a new song every month as a little challenge to help me stay focused and keep pursuing to make music that i can be proud of and that i want to make, something creative and unique and fun you know? butttt ive been at a huge dead end lately. without sugarcoating it, my music has just been unlistenable lately. Its stuff that i just CANT drop or else id feel A. like i wasted a whole project so i can release it "on time" even though its rushed, and B. embarrassed at how bad it is. maybe im just setting my expectations too high but i know i can make more better music than that if i really try. so, im gonna put this challenge at a halt for now so that i can spend more time with songs instead of posting the only song that seems "listenable" to a general audience lmao.

okay thats all i wanted to say, i hope i can come back with a good song next time, peace!!